My Life : The hiccups and the ups

Myself ! Hmmmmmm... Where shall i start ? God knows. Oh yes, God knows how my life has been. He has really made it a real roller-coaster, filled mostly with the dangerous downs and shallow happiness or the ups. All this might seem kinda negative but trust me, i am not. It's just what my life has been.

I have been through certain phases of my life which were actually not so good and may be termed as the dark ones of my life. God knows if those were the ones I had to face in this birth or there are few more are planned to bring tsunami in this small tiny life.

Family:

Despite going through few things which really went bad about me, I do had and still have so many memories and moments in life which I will cherish forever and they will always stay close to me. My Mom & Dad are without any doubt the two pillars on which my life is solely dependent on and they always will be as special to me as they are. My sisters are the ones whom i can go to whenever in trouble. Love my family. :)

 Friends:

Though very few, but yes whoever I got are like gems and jewels of my life. They taught me how to deal with the down moments of my life and also they gave me such moments which can't be forgotten ever in the life. Yes, not to forget, god has been real kind to me in this department and I am really thankful to him for this. Whenever any trouble doomed on me one of my friend has been in such a close proximity to me that I never really felt so bad about being hurt or being kicked by life. Thank you friends for that.
Recently, there was an incident which really took my life for a toss and I was no better than almost dead, or in better words, a walking dead body. No food, no sleep and no sense of what I was actually doing, and the worst part, none of my friends were around, then almighty got kind and sent me an angel and said, dude- care for her, and trust me i have started smiling and don't really feel about that horrible incident which took place. Thank You God !! :)

The real special one:

Yeah, just as every young heart does, i have also been to a phase where I loved someone like crazy, caring about each & every single moment of hers, like my own and in fact even more. Never thought about anything else when she comes around, and yeah, tough to believe but my mind literally stopped thinking of anything else for those miraculous two years. But, alas, then the day finally arrived when the god finally decided to make me realize the real face of that blind love and bloody hell broke upon me. Broke me apart and made me cry every single night. My heart was in tears 24*7.

Then, I must say god really became real kind to send a real angel who understood my situation and took me out of it. She really looked at me face to face and said "Ham leke aayenge tumko isse bahar." , "Mukka Khaoge", "Suno, paglao mat" , "Monu - kaha hai re monuaaaaa", etc. Dear Amo, these words are like the drops of holy water in the cracking land of my life. Can't even say thank you. All i can say is that you hold a real important space in my life and heart and no matter where you go and whatever you do, you will be special to me. Really wish you would have come in my life a bit early. May the god have been bit more merciful. But, dear god, no complaints. you have given me much more than what i deserved.

Finally:

Thank You God, my family and my friends for the life you guys have made of mine. Couldn't have been possible had you all not been there. :)

Humans : The Real Goal

On a trip to Pune.. Writing this blog as certain things clicked my mind. Thought of putting them in words.

What exactly a human being is ? Is it just another creature built by almighty or have came to existence in some way or the other ? Can't be. Isn't it so ? I mean, c'mon if the task that we as a human being do is the sole purpose of life then the whole concept of human creation is waste. We just come to this world , learn what is taught , teach the same to our next generation and depart. If time permits or we use our brains for what it is not supposed to be used , we end up adding certain flavours in those teachings so as to make it even worse.

But, what bothers me is, what next ? Are we going to continue the same trend and let our coming generations do the same and not allowing them to achieve what actually they are or for that matter we are sent for ?
No, that can't be the way. This needs to be taken care of. We need to sacrifice few so called precious moments (which actually isn't, as we are doing nothing great with that anyway) of our life, to achieve which helps the greater cause.
Greater cause varies, but at least is much more or in fact light years farther than what we consider as the real goal of our lives. If you ask me why not ? Simple answer is that the only creature in this planet with the biggest gift I.e. Mind can't be sent to earth just for the sake of feeding himself or his family. No way. For me a big NO.
Greater cause varies is something which is based on what time and situation demands. A well co-ordinated and mannered society along with the people ready and with the will power of saying and acting for US and not ME.
Both are two letter words but have a huge difference in them. Prior denotes integrity and team where the later denotes singularity or monopoly.

Mess in the indian culture

I have never been a huge blogger neither have wrote any kind of literature, but yes I do follow a lot of authors and also have read enough books, to make myself feel that I can write too. Now lets start with the main topic of : Mess in the indian culture.

Mess in the indian culture

Indian culture, hailed as one of the greatest ones in the human civilisation , used to (still there, not sure) have a very unique speciallity of adapting good things or at least to have the influence of each dynasty or the visitors or businessmen or whomsoever for that matter. But, past few years have seen something which has terribly changed the scenario. Now, India which was once the Role Model of tolerance and harmony, is suddenly been criticized by world leaders and surprisingly by our own peoples for high religious intolerance, be it by any religion for any religion.

Thngs might be changing or not, few amongst us are trying to picturize the small scenes as very big issues and relate small family matters to the integrity of the country, just to make sure there influence over the peoples continue to be there.